there’s no denying how fat i am, but i’m not as fat as i used to be..that’s what i thought anyways, then i stepped on the scale. i cried. i fucking cried. i’m disgusting, i don’t know what my bf sees in me, especially after knowing me 15lbs lighter than i am right now.
i’ve been trying so damn hard, and i’m not getting anywhere. i bought fruit and a salad for dinner when i got home and after stepping on the scale i just want to throw it down the garbage chute. i just got done doing a bit of cardio but my body is so sore from the concert last sunday that it hurts to move my head around, let alone do any exercises.