breakfast:  a mixed cup of cantaloupe, honeydew, watermelon and 1 strawberry

lunch: grilled chicken caesar salad with light dressing

dinner: nothing.

did a bit of cardio but my bf is home and i’d feel like a jackass if he saw me >.<

i’m a pound lighter than i was when i woke up and i’ll go to bed satisfied knowing that when i wake up tomorrow, i’ll weigh less than i did today.

146.5, had a bit of soup earlier
100 calories at most
still so sick ):

147, haven’t eaten since yesterday.
just tea, lots and lots of tea.

soup for calories, shows how consumed my fuckin mind is. i meant dinner, and soup it was.

i know i said i wasn’t going to count calories..but apparently i can’t help it.
1 1/4 cup of special k - 200 calories
1 piece of sourdough bread - 100 calories
probably soup for calories, i can’t imagine going over 500 today.

haven’t been exercising at all, but i’m 150.5 still.
why is it so hard to lose lately? it’s like i’m stuck, but i have so much left to lose.

f r u s t r a t i n g .

1 Bottle of Water - 0 Calories
1 Bowl of WonTon Soup - 140 Calories
25 Grams of Chicken Breast - 28 Calories
42 Grams of Sliced Cucumber - 8 Calories
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Total: 176 Calories
Exercise: 356 Calories
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Net Total: -180

1/3 Steak Pita - 171 Calories
Pork & Vegetables with Tofu - 190 Calories
2 Packets Arizona Tea - 20 Calories
Reduced Sugar Strawberry Jello - 5 Calories
Lite Cool Whip - 10 Calories
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396 Calories

Dinner:
1/2 Slice Sourdough Bread - 60 Calories
Margarine - 15 Calories
1/2 Slice Swiss Cheese - 18 Calories
1/2 Slice Bacon - 42 Calories
40g Turkey Breast - 42 Calories
1/8th Cup Potatoes - 17 Calories
85g Baby Carrots - 35 Calories
Snack:
15 Tositos - 170 Calories
2 Tbsp Dip - 40 Calories
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Total: 439 Calories
Exercise: 496
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Net Total: -57